I love to jog and I jog twice a week. Jogging sharpened my concentration and pushes me to my limit. I think of nothing much when I am jogging but my goal and my breathing; and pace pattern. I will keep pushing and keep pushing my body, telling myself ‘okay just a little bit more! Just that bit!’ When I reach that distance, I will tell myself again ‘okay just a little bit more! Just that bit!’ over and over till my physical body can’t handle the heat from running. That’s how I train myself.

My regular jogging area will be down from my house bus stop then cross the road to the opposite and all the way to the other end of avenue 1 den all the way back again. In between I will make a stop at the fitness corner to do 100 sit-ups before continuing. At first I couldn’t take it. I will be panting like I just meet a ghost and would faint anytime at the end of the session but as I continue making jogging a habit in my lifestyle, I see improvement every time. I can control my pace, my breathing better and I won’t be that tired at the end.

At the end of the day whether to make jogging a regular activity in our life depend on ourselves. Determination is something that is required. Discipline is what I call an essential. 

Ah hao is sick (physically!). This morning when I woke up I was like floating my way to the toilet. I thought I have tentacles instead of legs and a hand chime instead of a throat. My throat feels like it just run through a piece of sand paper. In the end, I gave up on going to school.

Going to Tampines polyclinic is the worst choice ever. I got to wear a super uncomfortable mask, walk through a long corridor that look like a maze when it’s just a straight route, need to exit from the emergency stairway and it took me 2hour just to see the doctor for 15minutes. Even though I can understand that because of H1N1 the polyclinic implement a lot of precaution and limit the fever patient from getting in contact with the non fever patient but you don’t have to make a sick person walk around like a headless chicken when there’s not sign board to indicate direction! The doctors that consult me is super lame. I was basically coughing nonstop so he teach me what’s the correct way to cough and that’s okay until when he started to tell me the history of coughing and compare us with the Japanese about how social responsible they are. In the end he asks me to swallow my cough every time and want me to practice it in front of him. The worst part is that in the middle of my consultation with the doctor, an old lady came into the room and started shouting blabberish to the doctor “Doctor ah! Can you tell the government to restrict hawker from using too much sugar? They want to kill me sia! So much sugar….bla bla bla” She’s mad, I supposed.

I am feeling much better now after a couple of hour of sleep, eating chicken rice and noodle(ban mian).

Lie To Me

Lie, while you're even early
Deny, that you're in any hurry
Cry, and tell me not to worry
'Cause what I don't know, is never gonna hurt me

Breathe, now baby don't feel guilty
Deceive me, then just walk away
Leave me, the truth will only kill me
It's gotta be, it's gotta be this way

One more bad excuse
Before you turn me lose
Give me something to remember you by
Couldn't you offer me
A little dishonesty
Promise me you'll try
You'll lie to me

Go, your plane is not gonna stay
Slow, so I can take it in
And so you say you'll see me later
When you know you won't see me again

Please before you let go of me
Take me one more time
Appease me, tell me that you love me
That you haven't gone and change your mind

One more bad excuse
Before you turn me lose
Give me something to remember you by
Couldn't you offer me
A little dishonesty
Promise me you'll try
You'll lie to me

Lie, while you're even early
Deny, that you're in any hurry
Cry, and tell me not to worry
'Cause what I don't know, is never gonna hurt me

One more bad excuse
Before you turn me lose
Give me something to remember you by
Couldn't you offer me
A little dishonesty
Promise me you'll try
You'll lie to me

A short memo

“Bite your teeth and bear with it. Yup that’s it boy.” This is what someone told me before at times when selfish people start getting addicted with what they were. It kind of amazing isn’t it; to co-exist with human whose physical form is so familiar to yours and yet their behaviour can be such atrocious that upset you and lead you to generate thoughts on whether if you are living on the right planet.

After careful thinking, I realise that indeed I am on the right planet (call Earth in case you don’t know) however it seems that this planet is infested by some highly evolved bacteria that is likely to have already infected everyone around (not H1N1) long time ago…. Let’s just call it self-centredness, egoism, pride, etc, etc, all the sin you can find in the bible.

I just hate life to be centred around these!

This morning when I woke up M.J death came as a shock. Even though I am not big fan of him but to see a pop legend fall is kind of sad. He got 13 no.1 single which is just a little bit behind Elvis Presley, The Beatles and Mariah Carey. There’s not been anyone with such history rising up since. But thinking of what he does is just disgusting... okay let’s get over M.J. R.I.P (His death is spreading like H1N1)

Recently I have been saving money really hard to get the novels I want. I am a hardcore reader or rather a book worm. Reading is my passion and life without story is just, I would call it black & white. My plan is to cut back on the amount of bucks I been spending on food and drinks; and use the resources I have at home to survive as much as possible. You can call me crazy but I can really use this chance to save some lump of cash and reduce calories intakes. “Bam!” That’s what I call killing two birds with one fork! Pray hard I get to save a hundred bucks by end of July and I will be very contented with that!

Ouh, I went to play badminton with some of the guys in the afternoon. They are great I can say, other than the part when they trash me in the court... I have second thoughts about that.

*us seating outside the court after a session of battling each other

The weather is really cooling today however it’s making me very drowsy. It felt like as if the air is telling me to slack on the computer chair and lie on the bed. All I want to do is give the air two tight slaps and shout “stop telling me to rest!” I must be crazy to be saying all this but the weather is really irritating; it’s not letting me accomplish anything other then feeling lethargic.

Luckily after forcing all my wits and will I mange to do some stuff and went out for sport.

Actually I have some other plans, initially I want to go out and take some pictures. Sound cool right! Unfortunately I don’t have my camera with me at that moment so in the end the idea was abandoned. Hopefully tomorrow I can do something interesting with my time and post something interesting?

Currently addicted to romance movie and romantic jazz songs.

2012 freak the hell of me. It’s so intense! But that’s what you get from the director of The Day After Tomorrow and Independence Day. It seems that the director is trying to tell us that the world is coming to an end if we don’t do something about it or he is just sadistic? I don’t know at all.

I actually agree that we human are walking into our own graves that we dig. Soon, in fact very soon human will rip what they sow. It’s really horrifying to see the world been turn into that if it ever happens. Hopefully I don’t see that day come, let the rest take it (making sinister laugh). But no matter what at the end of the day I am so going to watch this movie even if I have to curl up on the cinema chair and use my bag to cover my face like I did when watching Drag Me To Hell or pulling anyone’s arm I can find around me! ha



Wait let me see... how many movies am I going to watch? Let’s count,
Transformer: Revenge of the fallen
Ice Age: Dawn of the dinosaur
Harry Potter and the half-blood prince
2012
These are the only one that I can remember but all these = $$$
That means I need to save a lot of MONEY! Bread for lunch anyone?